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有段时间没写文章了....吧

最近睡得不多 吃得很多 （因为我要减肥，每天三餐就叫多）

可 读书也不少 但也不多

休息时间永远比读书多

没法子 我会努力改进

姨说得没错

只剩两个月的时间

拚一拚 搏一搏

努力努力 再努力

没什么不可

SPM， 老娘跟你拚了！

这句是我一直想说的话

因为先前的惰性

什么温习 什么复习 什么习题

都没动到 所以没胆子大大声喊

然而 现在总算有稍微进步

可喜可嘉 继续加油

刚才又去剪发

那个aunty以为我看起来只有14/15岁

好笑

起初 我还以为她要说我看起来像20多岁人

人又大只 哈

无所谓啦 年轻也好 老成也罢

别人的思想 我管不了

噢 对了

哥， 生日快乐

虽然上星期五已经在Kim Gary提早庆祝了

你好啰嗦 一直说有一半折扣

我受不了 打断你的话

我说 [ 生日一年就那么一次， 贵点儿有什么关系？]

你却回答我 [那为什么你不庆祝?]

你不明白

以往的每一年 我都是带着笑容高高兴兴地庆祝

和爸爸妈妈妹妹公公婆婆姑姑和你

老爸总会带我们一家上餐馆或吃火锅

当我一回想 就很想落泪

不到3分钟 泪水已经在打滚

所以 你说 我怎么有心情庆祝

缺了老爸 以前的必需和想要都成了一切的奢侈

你也不知道

就在我生日的那一天

我到底在房间独自哭泣了多久

算了算了

反正你不会看到

我也不写了

掰

静

兴致起来 想打篇文章

这个时候 我应该读书

这个时候 我应该收拾书包

这个时候 我应该履行我的承诺

这三个时候 一分一秒被我浪费着

我现在很想睡觉

我明白这是太纵容

好吧

我不懂我在写什么

其实我心情很乱

其实我心情很复杂

其实一直让人失望 并不好受

其实为什么我不能不行

真的是极限 还是借口 还是懒惰

没有问号 那是句号

画上句点。

Salut.

halo

I'm blogging now.

because of the matrikulasi

that's why I'm online now

and edited photos

And....

Michael Jackson is beside me.....tv show!

haha

alright, that's HBO channel

I saw people write about

countdown for ghost festival on facebook just now

ishhh.

my dear father,

would you come and visit me??

Ohhh, nono

I'm scare. I'm afraid.

Dad, don't come and find me.

you knew that I'm quite timid although I'm in big size.

that's what you always laughed at me before you gone.

I'm definitely timid and cowardly.

you know lah, I'm really scare that kind of 'things'


=)

I miss you, my dad.



Choong Yi Ling!!!

You're the besttttt!!

=D

it's time.

yeshh.

you did see anything wrong in this article

for this time

I'm really make a great decision

that is.....

I'm not going to online anymore

in case that is necessary

you know it's an impossible things right?

yes, it is.

but then I'm always curious about something

Why can't I be better and good?

Why people can I can't?

it's not unfair

it's due to my stupid laziness

yes I knew it very very much

so now

I have to make a pledge

I have to let myself totally don't have others way to go

Alright.

Guys, I'm serious but not joke

I'm not going to think anymore

because I knew myself very well

that is I like to go and predict the things that not yet happen

and that is a bad ending for me

and this will always make me emo-ing and moody

stupid right?

Oh god

my English are so broken

how to improve my English skills?

it's a problem I think.

Nonono.

it's a CHALLENGE.

well.

whatever.

I'm will try to not always prejudice on someone

that will always influence my mood change bad

I will try my BEST no matter how hard is it.

go study SMART and also HARD

because the lecturer that had been invited by my school one

he told us not study HARD but study SMART

many people take notes about what he said

excepted for me and my friend, ling ling

=D

I'm always be the naughty and rebel one.

She has been influence by me continuously

haha

she is the only one person who same class with me for 5 years

it's called fate.

=p

okay, it's time to offline

and my essay haven't write yet!

I'm going to write it tonight

or else I will not have a sweet dream.

you know la, sleep is very important for me.

so tonight I must be done my essay.

Don't worry, it must be many language mistakes in my essay

and also this articles.


Ciao.



* the lecturer told us that we have to always encourage ourselves
so that we can have the spirits and energy to improve our weakness.


So, as you see...


Choong Yi Ling, you can make it !

Your target is get 10 A+ for your Spm!

Trust yourselves, you have the ability and you are able to get 10A+!


smile for study, love your study

and

no more jokes.

Sorry Max

Haih

I'm really feel so guilty

It's all my fault.

sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry

sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry

sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry

sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry

sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry

Sorry Max!

心乱---担忧 + 担心 +心疼

Max...

对不起对不起对不起啦

都是姐姐的错

不应该逼你学上下楼梯

害你跌倒 跛脚了

唔唔唔

怎么办 我好心疼

不知道你怎样了...脚脚会不会一直痛痛？？

噢天

我发誓 我从此不再逼你学上下楼梯了啦

心疼死我了~~

此时此刻

我的愿望是 希望明天妈妈会一早带它去看医生

希望它会没事

希望只是无伤大雅

噢~~~

好希望现在能马上飞到另一个家看看你

好挂念你啊







Muackss.

晚安。

渴望

其实我很想很想 有人可以懂我

可是 遇不到

那就算了吧

没有缘分呐

我现在的心情 有点想哭有点想笑

不懂在想什么

昨夜几乎睡不着

好不容易睡着了 又做梦

不三不四的怪梦

睡得好累好累

醒来后 脑袋告诉自己

钟依伶，你要想清楚

你未来的那条路

那条路的过程和经过

没有努力是不可能成功的

你想清楚

现在不是你想不想的问题

是我要不要的问题

要 是个肯定

想 是个变数

如果你想要，那就一定要努力

请你抛开你的懒惰好吗

你要记得

你没有父亲了！

你没有父亲可以庇护你了！

没有公司了 ！

未来的路只有你自己一个为自己打拼

你明白吗？