Arghhhhh

Why am I always feel so sleepy like a pregnant woman when exam is just coming soon?

Cannot, cannot , cannot!

Must find a way to cheer me up.

My mom told me I should be study law today

But mom, it's too late

Because I had choose the road to study business and account

And then she said

If you unable to get into local university, I will send you to study law in college

Oh mom, I just feel like I really interested in law now

But then I will be never give up on my sixth form studies

I want to get into university

I don't want to waste my one and a half year to study nothing

:)

I will continue to walk in the road I had choose.

Give me power, to eliminate my laziness and study hard

My teacher encouraged me, never afraid to make mistakes when I want to learn English

I listened to him and keep in my mind.

I love his green colour eyes

So pretty! :)

Non-stop laughing

I just can't stop myself from laughing non-stop 

When I see those jumping failed photos

So I decided to blog one more post about this

This time I going to post up all the jumping failed photos here

So

Are you ready?

Let's go!

First, get ready to make the jumping pose. Look at my dumb look.

Spot Siew Jing!

Spot Siew Jing again!

Spot me! The one who looks like chicken the most. 

Hahahaha

Spot me again! See how high I jump with my stylish hairstyle!

Spot Shirlene!

And I make the chicken pose again!

and this, everybody did the chicken pose.

Speechless about this. No comment.

Lastly,

Success!

This was a remarkable experience for me. :)

Heritage walk

Last Saturday we went for Heritage walk around Khoo Kongsi there

It's Ranger activities actually

We went for 17 places out of 21 I guess

Because we got lazy at the end of the activity

I was exhausted after this.

After that

Chern Yee suggested we took some jumping photos

Mostly failed jumping photos were taken

But it were all very funny and amusing

Just have a look here. :)

Burst out laughing whenever I saw the first photo of failed jumping

Siew Jing was cute enough

Hahahaha

Besides, I had also taken some photos with buddies

Here we go.

After the activities ended

Shu Nie which is also known as Hello Kitty

Jio us went to somewhere had 'Koay Teow Teng' and 'Oh Kio'

The moment I felt so awkward because they were 2 motors lead me the road in front of my car

And I was....

Felt shy actually

Because I am an idiot in recognized road way

That is the truth I have to confess it

Haih, sad case indeed. :(

However, that was really a fresh and fun experience

Just can't stop my laughing on that day

Have a good time with buddies.

My words

I know my attitude very well actually


I know sometimes my words will offend people that I never think that it do


What to do?


I speak my mind because it's hurts when I bite my tongue


I guess its my own personality


Some people will hate me and some will like me because of my words and style


They said my words are just too straight forward and sometimes it might be hurt people


And I never understand why do we have to make a big round or nonsense to imply the real words that we actually want to speak


Honestly, I never speak out the harsh words to hurt people


But they always feel hurt to my words and I don't know why


Because their hearts are just too fragile or too easily to be hurt?


I don't really know


I just like to joking around my friends


And I never thought that they will be so serious on my kidding words


It will also frustrates me and makes me feel hurt


Because it means that they never trust on me and even doubt on my personality


I never mean to hurt or offend anyone with my words


So now it shows me that I can't never joking with you if you're take serious on my words.


I just don't feel like to speak my mind out and explain to them


People who knows me well will never doubt on me


And people who never trust on me will never believe on me


It's a truth


It's tired for me to explain too much


I have no choice and choose to release my rubbish out here.


That's the only way I can do




So after that, I will just shut my mouth up to avoid myself to offend others


Make a wish, World peace, Life peace.

It's April

I always want to blog something meaningful here but ended up with lots of craps


Trying to speak more in English but ended up with my own awkwardness


Frankly, sometimes I even use Google to translate the words that I used to express my feeling


It's hard for me to speak English fluently

;( sad case.


Just kidding.


 I know myself got a little bit improvement 


It's a good news. hehe


Exam is around the corner again


Loads of things waiting for me to study


but no choice, because I will just easily get into sleep whilst I flipping through the books


I know it's a bit exaggerate but it's a fact that I can't deny it


last exam I got myself second place in class


I used to think that it was a luck


I never think that I will be that clever to get into the first 3 places in my class


Haih, still have to make a new mindset and work harder


I'm just too lazy.


Today morning I went to cheng beng my dad with mom, sister, aunt and grandpa


Brother couldn't make it because he will only come back on this Sat from KL


I just miss my dad a lot. It's been more than 2 years I couldn't listen to his voice, touch him and see him


I am so regret that I never show my appreciation to his dedication for me


I never say I love you to him.I just miss him.


God, anything to let me soothe my pain from missing my dad?


Time never reduces the pain in my heart and pain never fades.


I have no more opportunity to meet my dad in my whole life


I just feel like dropping tears and yes I did it.


Sometimes I just have to make my life more busy so that I don't have time to flash back my memories


It's too pain for me to lost my dad.


I must stay positive and think positive


This is what I always remind myself


And this is so called Life


We will keep on saying Goodbye to the one we love in future


So what is the purpose for me to possess my love ones if  I have to keep on saying goodbye to them


And keep on getting pain and hurt?


This is the question that I always want to ask The Mighty God


I know I have to be stronger and stronger


I have no choice and no blame


This is my fate. I accepted.


So who will be the next to say Goodbye to the world?