Lazy again

Seriously I feel like I couldn't handle sixth form now

It just like my homework will never finish for once

and don't really got the mood to study at all

I have no mood to study now

and next Tuesday I'll be start my examination

So shit

I haven't start any revision

How how how

God bless me!!

The life is hard and challenging me

I don't really capable to do well for every subjects I take

Will I failed up in future?

Still unpredictable

;)

Go go go

I have to overcome my laziness

I have to study hard

I wonder how many times I use to said 'I have to study hard' in my life time?

;))

I wish I could make it real

I hope I won't be just try my best only but do THE BEST

haih

Good night

It's time to go bed.

;(

Mess up with mind

I don't know whether the words 'mess up with mind' I used it correctly or wrong

But I just want to blog something

I took a nap during afternoon

When I woke up from sofa

I've got a sudden feeling which makes me so down

Don't know why

Maybe period coming soon?

I don't know

I need a friend

Yes, just a friend who can really know me well

a friend who cheers me up when I used to face troubles and problems

However

the facts I faced was tell me that it's really hard to find a friend like this

I don't like to quarrel

I'm just like to kidding...making some jokes...

I like to act something funny to amuse my friends

But I think I have neglected my own feeling

That's why I will think that it's not really fair for me

Why do I should make people laugh and happy but they don't really appreciate?

Why do I did like this?

Why should I make myself become so suffer?

Why I help someone and saw her succeed, I'll feel jealous?

Why and tell me why?

This make me start to hatred on myself

I don't want to be that!!

But why can't they appreciate?

I'm not asking for rewards, but can you all please understand me?

I'm always be the one who understand you well but you never

Sometimes I do really hate your voice, your face, your everything

I tried my best to look on your good and not your bad!

I thought you know me well but you actually don't!!

You took serious on my jokes and keep on sarcastic me!

You're the one who always say me silly!

silly is not a good word for me and 'funny' is acceptable

I hate 'silly' this word use on my attitude!!

I really couldn't endure anymore that's why I kept my mouth shut

I don't like I hate this

I'm so upset about this

I thought you're my close friend?

Maybe I should not bother about this

what should I do now is study hard

the one who can cheer up me is myself.

good night

MUET

I used to dislike doing MUET's homework actually

It's a weekend homework which means I have to do it once a week

That is a newspaper cutting and I have to summarize or paraphrase the articles

You wonder why is it so difficult and hard for me?

Because my vocabulary is limited and not so wide.

So upset about it.

But I will try my best endeavours to improve my vocabulary

so, smile

Oh ya, continue to the topic

Although I dislike the MUET homework

but I freaking love the feeling after done the MUET homework

It's just like I have make a big success, a triumph...

I'm so happy and thrill after finished it

Just now the PC is a bit hang

LOL

Luckily it recover back quickly

If not I think this post will be disappear

because I don't think that I will be so good to retype on it

;)

So

I'm doing the MUET homework now

It's annoying me because I don't know how to paraphrase!

ARGH

I think I'm going to get ratty on myself

You know I'm a grumpy person


what the hell I mentioned just now?

Love the feeling of doing MUET homework after finished it?

Yes, indeed.

So, STOP all my grumbling now!

Going to finish it soon and go bed earlier

BUT it's already 11.35pm now.

;(

I'm going to be a panda soon.


Wish me good luck in my studies

and I found that I love the feeling of study...learning new things

tell me, Who don't?

okay okay


Going to stop here right now.

Ciao!