Wednesday, November 20, 2013

November 2013

This is certainly so weird
Because I'd never feel so eager to make a blogpost at this timing
I feel like I must blog now.
My first time blogging with mobile phone.
It's just seem like not the usual me. Not me.
I feeling the tension.
My brain, my heart, they both feel it.
I feel sad. I feel exhausted.
I'm so afraid myself cannot go through this period.
I'm scared of myself, honestly.
I have so many assignments to do and I find out I've no idea how to start how to do.
I need positive energy.
I do really hope someone will hold my hand firmly and tell me it's gonna over soon.
I must find something to do to get me away the depression.
I wanna laugh happily I wanna smile but it just seems really hard for me now
November is not a good month for me
I'm truly an emotional person. :(