Emotion control

Sometimes I will just get mad easily by the one I care

and honestly I have to admit that I'm actually a grumpy person in life

 I'm really glad that they know me so well :)


And yet they are patiently to talk with me and listen to me


They are always be my side and endure my bad temper

Though sometimes we never contact each other for months

I'm appreciate.

As time goes on,

I'm turning 19 in this year


Every year I felt that my emotion control is getting well and well soon


And this is not the truth


In fact I'm still easily influenced by my close friends


But I don't argue with them because it's quite tired


And the other reason is she is a grumpy person too


Just like what I know all the bad habits and style from her for years


Fortunately sometimes we are calm down after one shouted another


Maybe it's my style to make others misunderstand me


Due to my fierce appearance or expression, 


some of them just always thought that I'm a person who always get angry easily

Yet I never explain to them

Because I believe the one who knows about me will trust me utterly without dubious


Frankly,


I don't really care for who I don't care


I will never get angry on you because I don't care about you


See, the reason is so simple

Never let others affect my life to become so depress 

Because the one I care will never make me in that bad circumstances.