And I'll be the chairperson for Workshop C in group 1
Hmmm, we did get the question yesterday
But I guess I don't really full prepared for it
Today we make practices in school
As a chairperson, we should know how to spark out the conservation in groups
And also stopping the persons who keep on shooting each other
But I would like to say that
My performance was awfully bad
I don't know how I'm going to be when the real conference is coming
I'm just very nervous and I can't handle my nervousness as well
My trepidation kills me in an invisible way
I can't really speak fluently in front of the georgians
They were too strong and I was too weak enough
My English is just like a disaster
I felt embarrassed when I could not utter a word
My mind was totally empty and blank like a sheet of white paper
It's my big problem
I have to find a way to tackle it and overcome my fearness
I have to be fearless and confidence
Argh, it's really seems like impossible for me to improve my English in few weeks
My goodness, please tell me what to do
But then
before I went for a nap just now
My mind was just popped out few sentences
'I love English. That's why I learn it passionately.'
'I just forgotten how much I love this English language'
'It's time to find me back my enthusiasm in language'
So I think I will have to work very hard for this conference
Put all my efforts in order to perform well and not bringing any shame to school
Besides, I will be chairing with somebody from Thailand
Wow, it's really so stress
My Mighty God, bless me please.
Lastly, that was a bad news for me
My little aunt which is my mom's sister
fell down on the road accidentally to took her child home from school
Firstly I thought it was not very serious
Somehow 3 of her bones was hurt and a little bit cracked
Goshh, so pain!
Poor my little aunt. She is a great mama as my mom.
I'm so sorry that I don't have time to visit her. :(
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